Just Me, Cindy...

Thursday, December 17, 2009

IMA BLOGGING IN THE OFFICE!!! ^^

went Party World ytd with zoe and john. it has been a long time since i last went singing. voice got a little rusty alr. hahas. anw, had fun and felt really happy and relexed cox i wasn't in best of mood for the past few days. hope to have more of such outings often with cliques. i miss them super lots. especially germine. i really haven seen her for ages! dun know how is she lately. (:

HEY CLIQUES, LETS HAVE A 'ALL-GIRLS' OUTING REAL SOON ALRIGHT?!! THROW OUR BOYFRIENDS ASIDE FOR ONE DAY LAH!!! *sticking out tongue*

we sang from 3 to 7pm cox Party World is only opened at 3pm. we wanted to start at 2pm initially cox zoe has Orchestra practice at 6.30pm at NYP. we got no choice but to sing from 3 to 7pm. zoe and john left at 6 and i solo all the way till 7. cool right?! i just realised that solo-ing can be both boring and exciting. hahas. boring cox you're alone and cant sing duet songs. exciting cox you can sing like nobody's business and "biao gao ying" ttm - the waiter wun come in and scold you!!!!!!!! LOL. its actually a way to zi-high la. *winks*
after the lovebirds left, i sang 'dai wo zou' and 'ting hai' again. sent my pitch to the highest i can go!!! got 'chao sia' , but who cares? IMA ALONE!!! HAHA!!!

got a feeling that i am holding my own mini concert. OMG, i've really gone crazy. thanks to zoe!! who went off so early, leaving me alone 'huan xiang-ing'. (:

picx...
only self shots. others are in zoe's phone, she didnt send me. xD

this one sent zoe ROFL when she tried to imitate me. (:

next, some overdue pics of me when i went to town on the 6th. (:

i rmb the date cox it was ruiting and wei chien's 6th month anni. hope the both of you can be happy for every moment that you're together. (:

i like the shape of my face for this pic. hahas.

went to find zoe at her work place. but she go eat snake with john. LOL. its actually her break time lah. went to MOS burger at dunno-which-building to find them. hahs, you guys know ima direction idiot in town luh. hehex. ^^

nowadays this two like super glue everyday stick together. poor me, everytime be light bulb. so bright. *bling bling*

walked around and then went back to her work place while john went for his church thingy. saw this super good mascara. tempted to buy!! but $68 leh!!! didnt buy, then went off. after some time zoe told me got this christmas package which cox $68. got the mascara, make up remover and pencil eyeliner! unresistable temptation!!!! so ask her buy for me. =.= got them ytd, and my $68 flew away.

hahas, okay~

gonna get back to work

bye~

rained @ 11:13 AM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

yes, i gonna rant everything out right now. there's no events to let me blog recently so i RANT!

it all started with that "NO PAY JOB" that my parents gave me. i have to help them out in their work EVERY WEEK DAY from 8.30am to 7pm without pay. and they refuse to drive me to the same work place they are going. if i am late, i have to pay back. late 5mins, must pay back 5times = 25mins. =.=
wads more, they dun give me pay. when i ask them, they will say, "WE'VE ALR PROVIDE YOU WITH LUNCH AND DINER, WAD ELSE DO YOU WANT?" means wad? i dun have to spend money other than lunch and diner? wtf!
sometimes, i even have to work OT when THEY dun finish THEIR work!

actually, all these i am alr used to it. the thing that made me wanna scream out everything is becox right now, I NEED MONEY!!!! they asked me to buy a new gown for my cousin's wedding next month cox they WANT FACE, dad alr bought a branded suit which cost $398 (excluding shoes) and mum bought some funny looking CHINA CLOTH which cost $299! of cox, i went to shop too. its THEY who wan me to buy something. when to SUN PLAZA to shop. saw something nice which cost $89 ( and there is still a further 10% discount). went home, wanna get money from them. they gave a hell out of me and accused that i am a big spender. WTF!
so, in the first place, WHO wanted me to get a new dress becox THEY want 'face'?
secondly, WHO spent so damn much more than me just on some stupid looking CLOTH?
thirdly, they are the ones who spent HUNDREDS on clothes. my is only a pathetic 2digit number! big spender?!!! WHO?!!!!!!
for those who shop, $89 for a gown made of satin/silk material is considered cheap right? that gown that i picked, is one of the cheapest they have there! they want me to buy something presentable, yet scolded me like F.
and its not that i dun have clothes to wear! I FUCKING HAVE SO DAMN MANY DRESSES TO WEAR BUT THEY INSIST THAT I BUY NEW ONE!!!
and now, they insist that i have to pay 70% of the gown. _l_
i said, "then i dun wanna buy liao." dad got so angry and claimed that i am ruining his reputation. =.=
PLS LAH. I DUN EVEN HAVE SPARE MONEY LOH!!!
my parents even said that i will have to use my pay at Cylon to buy the gown. zzz. i guess all my Cylon's pay will end up in their pocket alr.

that's not all...
bro was playing FB's games on computer. mum scolded him and he said "jie oso got play wad."
of cox, he didnt mean anything bad lah. is i suay, kena tekan by my parents. my mum said i caused him to do badly in his PLSE! he got 197 for his PLSE result. which was exactly the same marks as me 5years ago. mum said that it was becox that i play FB's games and made him cant concentrate on his studies. thats why he cant get his ideal grade of 230 and go to a good school. =.= WHAT HAS HIS PSLE RESULT GOT TO DO WITH ME PLAYING GAMES??? HE IS THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE MUGGING FOR HIS OWN STUDIES WAD! and when i play games, its always at night, after i've done revising and studying for O LEVELS for the day!!! how can she accuse that i didnt study and caused my bro to do badly?!!!
197 is a lousy PSLE grade? i caused him to get 197 instead of 230? then why dun they blame themselves when i got 197 years ago?!!! thats how i replied. guess wad was their answer.....
they said ITS BECOX I DIDNT PUT IN ENOUGH EFFORT FOR MY STUDIES LAST TIME!!!
FUCK!!! why cant they use this reason for their SON?!!! becox i dun have elder siblings so i didnt put effort? becox he got an elder sister so his sis have to take responsibility for his result?!!!
during those exam period, my mum kept buying all different kind of tonic soup for my bro. i know she loves my bro more so i didnt complaint. but when i jokingly asked her where's my share once, she replied "you second time alr still need meh?" then why dun i have tonic soup when i was taking PSLE and my O levels last year??? its not that i care for their pathetic tonic soup. ITS MY DAMN FUCKING FEELINGS!!!!! i am a human oso! wad they fucking mean by "you second time no need" ? have they ever put themselves in my shoes before??? am i even their child? why is there such a vast difference between me and my brother???

ever since young, when i got "bullied" in school, no one had stood up for me. i rmb when i was in kindergarten, i got pushed down from the see-saw and bleed. my parents were called up to fetch me home for the day. when my parents came, dad gave me a scolding for FIGHTING with my classmate. they might have alr forgotten these, but to a 6year old, it meant alot. i will never forget this incident. NEVER!
this will remind me not to talk abt any problems in front of my parents. till now, my cliques know more of my problems than my parents. at least, cliques will not find stupid faults with me which is obviously not my fault.
wad can i do??? just keep silent in front of them, or i will suffer more. i know if i were to argue all the way with them just now, i would be beaten up. *sigh* forget it. till i have the ability to leave home, i will *zip* in front of them.............

well, i kind of exploded. thanks for letting me rant, readers. i feel much better now. :)
alrights
bye~

rained @ 2:48 AM

Thursday, December 3, 2009

went to amk interchange to make my new ez link card on tues. did i mention that i lost it during class chalet? LOL.

oso went to repair my phone at J8. LOL. so busy. =.=

anw, went sheng siong supermarket with junxiong for his first day of work. he working as cashier. all there de ppl like aunty de lor. =.=

after he start work, went to amk hub to find zoe and john. they skipped class for me leh. LOL, actually is use me for excuse only lah. hahas. (:

bought newbie stuff over $85 and got a newbie membership card. hahas. it was kinda cute. ^^

one of the item was the polo tee. i really like it alot.

front.

back.

i think the cartoon is ve cute lor. hahas.

bought one for junxiong too. the cartoon character is boy de. then in baby blue colour. (:

after that went to eat at J8 de food court. then went arcarde. lols.

after that trained home. i wanna get my phone back soon! currently using john's phone. lucky he last time same phone as me.

went home, slacked, didnt eat dinner, then wait for 11pm went to find junxiong again. LOL. took bus home together.^^

alrights

bye~

rained @ 12:21 AM

alright, i will update now abt my work at SITEX2009. (:

24th, 25th nov : set up cum training.

went expo at 2pm with wei chien. met his cousin eileen outside the hall and went in together. basically we didnt do anything. lol. only do some arranging of things. wailoon asked us to self intro. then want us to bond tog. but went we own time own target then become me, eileen and wei chien one group, the others another group. hahas. ^^ just slack and get pay. but i promise you, THATS JUST THE BEGINNING! =D

before i met weichien on the 24th, i met junxiong for lunch at KFC. went to look for bockaik. he gave us extra food. hahaha! so good. ^^

zilians on 24th.

25th's ! ^^

26th is the actual day. supposed to report at 9.30am. LOL. we were almost late.

in cylon's uniform. (:

this is taken in the toilet while waiting for wei chien. LOL.

i dun even know why am i posting these. hahas. wad i wan to say is all cylon peeps really became ve good friends after SITEX. sales was over 100K. so cool right?! kelvin, the "xiao lao ban" oso said our batch did very well. hahs. hope wailoon will help us fight for our commission till $10/hr. lol. cox last time's IT fair's pay is range from $7.50 to $9.50/ hr. kelvin said we did better. so should be = more $$$ oso right? LOL!

from the start we are strangers, but after the fair, we became good friends. i really like this kind of feeling. its just so nice. ^^

okay, some picx time. ^^

let me intro to you my idol, tham wai loon!!! =D

he was shouting Mc-A-Fee anti virus for $19.90 through the loud hailer.

he is e best leader ever ok?!!! he dun treat the promoters like workers but like friends. he had nv use hi authority to order anyone do work. in fact, he work tog with us. one for all, all for one. SO GOOD RIGHT?!!!!! i really hate ppl who abuse their authority. esp managers who always act big in front of workers. let me tell you. WAILOON NEVER OKAY?!!! he is super duper good to us. even treat us coffeebean. i guess this is why so many ppl like him. ^^

he acts like a big brother who give sercurity! with him with us working as a team, i really feel very safe and protacted. he super zai, cool and cheem. lol. very time talk abt sun zi bing fa. hahas. this kind of leader go where find?!!! (:

really looking forward to the steamboat dinner at his house. it have to change date. sad la.

weichien shouting too. lol.

my SITEX pass. love it ttm. (:

me and jennica. our xiao mei. the picx i got from fb.

dunno why so small leh. make it bigger jiu like that. sians.

just see lah. ok? LOL

this is serena. hahas. ^^

she is currently studying in NIE, would-be teacher. (:

last meal provided my cylon. (:

cherie, jennica and me. ^^

i love this photo.

peng han, me, jennica and serena.

group photo. ^^

for clearer view, go to my fb.

idk why zoe cant see leh....

alrights

bye~

rained @ 12:07 AM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

NAH! PPL, DUN SAY I LAZY. THERE'S MY POST! (:

firstly, i gonna blog abt the second day of the class chalet. i really have no pictures - cox its really ve unorganised. no one had in mind wad to do. some suggested few ideas but not many ppl wanna participate. so in the end, we went into individual small groups...

things i did before the BBQ start. ( afternoon )

- ate lunch with terrence, benjamin, bockaik, singjin, junxiong and sikkandhar ( i think thats all )

- went 'walk walk' after that, met chelsia and nurul at mac cox they just reached and wanted to eat lunch.

- gathered outside mac after eating. busy talking abt wad to do next. but there seems nothing for us to do. =.=

- went back to room. ppl lying on bed playing with X-BOX. even more sian!!! went out walk again.

- went to play pool with ben, sikk, menon, singjin, bock aik and junxiong. damn ex. 1 hour $9!!! singjin played very well for a first timer. ^^ I TAUGHT HIM HOW TO PLAY! (:

- went jalan jalan AGAIN! slacked around downtown and went back to chalet room again.

- i jio-ed the gals to bowl. finally, there's ppl int in my suggestion. i said go WWW or escape so many ppl said sian. LOL.

- booked two lanes. serene, jasmine, nurul and i play for 'gals lanes'. rahim, singjin and haikal played for 'guys lane'. chelsia, yvonne, ruiliang, junxiong and bockaik watched.
serene and singjin played super well. ^^

- back to chalet to wait for ms thomas then start BBQ.

- she came late, leaving us all famished. LOL. she arrived with mdm lau.

after BBQ, talked, slacked, then went home. reach home at abt 11plus pm. (:
seems alot of points? but actually only ve little things lor. -_-''
but overall, i will say its enjoyable depite the poor organised events. i like the way i spent the time with my classmates. (:

IN CASE YOU DUNNO, I GOT INTO THE IT FAIR...

start work officially tmr. hope i will have good sales. i learnt many things in Cylon and i feel that its much more better to work for a company that i have no authority in. LOL. as in, i get to know wad is doing things by myself without getting too much help. i sorta like being 'ordered' around instead of ordering ppl who are much older than me. dun feel comfortable at all. ^^
wailoon is taking care of us very carefully. keep asking us to drink more water and dun fall sick. LOL. asking us to take a break every now and than. *WOOTS*
he is just so cool lah. ^^
nice to work with him. =D
hope next time when i go out to my real working world, can meet someone as nice as him too.
i am getting my pay on 1st jan 2010!!! OMG.... have to wait so long....

will not be updating for the next few days due to work.
find me at expo hall 5! CYLON BOOTH! ^^

alrights
bye~

rained @ 11:00 PM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

its class chalet today!!!

you guys may think i am back wid tonnes of pictures. hehe. ^^

but NO!!!

i am not back with even one photo! damn pathetic lor!

mainly becox i am the only gal. =.=
if know earlier jiu dun go alr.
dunno where all the other gals go.
but they coming tmr!!! ^^

i gonna take picture tmr. stay tuned!

alrights
bye~

rained @ 11:37 PM

hello ppl, i am back from bmt! (:

really perspire a lot today. hahas. burn, fats, BURN!!!!! ^^

well, got a good news to share. i've got into the IT fair! =D
but dunno if its truly a good news anot. =/
afraid that wai loon might give me the job becox of ruiting.
if really like that then i will be super guilty.
hope that he really gave me the job becox of my ability. (:

so anw, gonna start work on next tues (24/11). come support me if you can. ^^
and i dun moral support. i wan financial support. $.$
come buy the products from me. hahas.

CLASS CHALET TMR! i am kind of excited abt it. it finally came!!!
but dunno my parents will allow me to stay anot. ):
i know the ans is obvious. just see bah. hope can.
i gonna ask them later. (:
will take lots of pics i think.
but will do a proper post after my IT fair bah. cox right after chalet is the IT fair alr.
so, lets wait! ^^

alright
bye~

rained @ 12:30 AM